GOOD MORNING LORD ...

I wanna thank you so much for every good things you have given me. I am here now just because of your loving kindness for me. No other way.

Forgive me Lord coz I’m getting far from u. I get too busy with my self.

Please don’t let me go from u. Take me back O Lord, for I can’t live alone. Please be with me in every moment, situation, every decision I make. You have a purpose in my life. You give me a mission why I am here for. Show me and teach me O Lord, coz I am weak. I want to follow u. Please give me your holy spirit.

Help me live to please you, to make you smile. Help me to share the love as u already given me.

PLASTIC DUCK PARTY (WAS GONFABEL?)

Here in Meulaboh, not many things we can do on the week end. So whenever somebody invite us for party, we wont think twice. Just jump to the car and go fast to the venue.

Last saturday, Gaylord from Solidarite surprised us by sending invitation for the plastic duck party .. so we (my old man and i) dont want wait too long to hunting for plastic duck.

Anyway, at 10pm, we went to the party and ... ola la la la, most of our crazy friends were there also with duck, pinguin, giraffe, etc .. feels like in the plastic zoo:-p.

We agree to put the ducks on during the party, we not take it out even we dance, take drink or even go to the toilet:-D .. i swear, who ever had idea for this party .. two thumb for them.

GOD ROLES

He answers prayers in three ways.
- He says YES and gives what u want.
- He says NO and gives u something BETTER.
- He says WAITS and gives u THE BEST.

THE 13TH WISDOMS

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you, so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are, before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

I HAVE ..
(WHAT DID I HAVE?)

I have a house,
But only till mid of 07,
After that, i have to look for new place to stay.

I have a job,
But only till Jan 07,
After that, i have to look for the new one.

I have a bf,
But i duno till when,
Cos he planned to leave me.

I have lot of nice friends,
But i duno till when,
Cos after the mission over, they will leave either.

I still have Rita, Rains and Tears,
But how long they will stay with me?
No body knows.

Nothing i have is trully mine,
There is a time where i will losing them all,
And then i will be alone (again).

I HATE FRIDAY 12-2

Friday afternoon, almost fall into coma cos im so hungry .. but the damn drivers are go to the mosque to have 'meeting' with God. All of sudden, my lovely Wun (hehehehe) buzz me on YM and ask me to go to Deli for lunch .. what a perfect .. u are my angel:-).

After sometime, she is coming with her huge ambulance and we start the journey to stop the hunger. Since Deli is close, we turn out to SP .. but its close also ... oh mannnn:-(.

Then we went to her house to have some chips and orange juice, also to pick up the new nurse as they have to send a patient to Medan due the medical reason. After, we go to the hospital to take the patient.

But everything change so sudden, from normal request flight, the status became MEDEVAC. We go to the airport with the blue light on (plus the sound) .. cooolllll!!!!

We got very bad times because of this things, but she is really my lovely girl (hehehe) .. she could solve it on her own .. Viva Wun. Back to the focus .. I hate Friday 12-2.

FOR MY OLD MAN

Do u know that i really adore u, admire u, crazy bout u, crust on u .. do u believe when i say i love u?

I duno what so special bout u .. i mean u just old man:-), so moody, lil bit selfish .. but trust me, u're so cute, funny, nice, warm, lovely, caring n .. just perfect.

I love the way u smile .. i love the way u look at me .. i love ur blue eyes .. i love ur red lips .. i love ur nose (looks like pinokio) .. i love everything on u!!!

- u're not my first love, but i wish u could be my last one -